ahhh.

for a very frustrating UNKNOWN reason, i have no compose mode. and being me, having no compose mode is like living life in black and white.

anyways, ive decided to crawl out of my hiatus filled with plain mucking around.
(a) spending a lot of time on Facebook
(b) mass convoing with the classmates
(c) listening to songs
(d) watching online movies (and finally i watched Transformers 2, its not that good. too much action i think. hard for a visual person to concentrate on the plot.)

an hour ago, realised that its already AUGUST. omgomg. in a month's time, its gonna be SEPTEMBER. where i'll be spending a month and a half in china.(where i'll miss ibu's ketupats, kueh, house visits and green packets ALOT.) and then its gonna be OCTOBER. and a month later, i'm officially 19. then a month after is DECEMBER, the last month of 2009.

and what do you know a month after that, JANUARY. then FEBRUARY. then MARCH. then APRIL. then GRADUATE. possibly work after that. zoom a few months, i'll be 20. officially stripped off my teenhood and thrust into the unventured territory of adulthood.

no wonder they say, enjoy life while youre studying.
(a) when youre still studying, you still have vacations. not worry about whether you've exceeded the 14 days leave a year limit.
(b) you dont spend your free time playing PETS SOCIETY on FaceBook, you play Typing Maniac. or WoW. or Who Has the Biggest Brain.
(c) you dont have to top up $50 a fortnight, you have hybrid concession.
(d) you dont have to tapau food from home, you eat Macs or KFC.
(e) you dont talk about kids and your husband, you talk about that eye candy.

when youre a kid, its a all expense paid trip. just until you're old enough. then you have to pay your dues. i hope my all expense paid trip wasnt that expensive.

i so understand why what's his name wrote Peter Pan. who doesnt wanna be Peter Pan?

hello.

why this minah cant smoke.

hello.

:(yuckyuckyuck.

i feel so lethargic. cos ive been sleeping late. fo no reason.


on Tuesday i unleashed my inner Minah Bimbo to Chang and Yanty during our short post-training supper. cant believe im pretty good at that.
*wears the helmet frontside back and walks into a wall* "U! Asal gelap ni u."


anyways, found some prehistoric pictures of the Pharmacy People.
think i'm gonna update some other time (: something's wrong.


had a talk with YeoJX about sec sch life.
and how lucky guys are that theyre off to army straight after poly.
at least they dont have to fret so much about being sent to work.
only fret about losing the precious locks (:

purposely MinahBimbomoments


"What are boy chickens called?"
Nic: "Cockerels. I think. Or maybe rooster"*turns to Kern*"Which one ahh?"
Kern: "I think should be rooster lahh.."
"Definitely cockerels."
"Then what are girl chickens called?"
Nic: "Hens"
"Nope. Definitely chicks"
Kern: "Chicks are the tiny ones." *gestures with his hand a round fuzz ball (i think, cos that's what chicks remind me of)*
"Nope. Definitely chicks cos guys always go: Check out that CHICK! so hens should be renamed chicks."
Kern is exasperated at this point, the rest speechless.
Nic: "Then since we girls are chicks, we should call the guys cockerels."HAHA (:


Khien:"Eh! Who's h/p is charging?"
"Dunno. Definitely not mine. cos i dont charge my phone."
Khien:*eyes widen as wide as possible* "HUH? You never charge your phone at all?"
*his voice dripping with sarcasm*So..
"Yuhh. I don't. I don't use normal h/p battery. I use Energiser battery for h/p. My phone is the HELLO KITTY phone that when you press a different number, it makes a different noise"
and our tennis of sarcasm continues till he steps in the courts for play.

i am so funny. i make myself laugh.

you dont like me.
you just like the chance.
two can play the game (:

hello.

i met arev (sec sch friend) on the bus just now.
LOL. he looks so different. he talks so different.
and HE'S IN ARMY NOW. like in his 7th month.
OMG. time passes fast and people around you change so much huh.

recently had like a 2.5 hour chatting session with a pri sch friend too.
of course since we're in the same campus we dont do the customary niceities old friends do when they talk.
we did a crap out no strings attached session.
now that i look back at our convo, its guaranteed a convo people dont see a point having in the 1st place. and shouldnt have.

and also cos i changed my email, had the inevitable 'Im Hajar- or Siti- you most probably knew me as Siti cos that's what i asked people to call me in sec sch, but maybe you've forgotten me. Yeah- I wasnt as talkative and fulla crap as then as I am now thus making me a forgettable face. How's school/work/life?' with a sec sch junior, sec sch senior, RedCampGL, unknown person.

its so wierd.

anyways, i had a wierder thought this evening while reading Cecelia Ahern's Thanks For The Memories. i have decided that i will not cut my hair until 2011.

i wanna see how i look with long hair. not just past the ears. not just barely past the shoulders. really past my shoulders. just not at the hips. cos that's too long.

i actually Googled (its an official dictionary word- yusri said so) celebs who have the same haircut as mine.
only theirs cost $134871264961946129 and mine is $0.

The Million Dollar Baby Bob

The Paris Hilton's Old BFF BobThe American Idol BobThe Harry Potter's Friend BobThe Airhead BobThe Bride of Tom Cruise BobThe Simpson(s) BobThe Hero(es) BobThe Voice of Ginormica BobThe Desperate Housewife BobThe Posh Spice/Beckham Bob

CONCLUSION? B.O.B.s ROCK!

here i am.
back to square 1

chatting with kern about WOW!
here's what i get: WOW! has private accounts for free. i think.
kern played last night cos his acc is gonna freeze (or has frozen?)

here's what i dont get it: guys and the 'HOTNESS' of Megan Fox.

just now on the way back to CCK in 190, saw the L cars lining up at the Uturn.
in silly hopes, i kinda searched for my instructors.
silly cos what did i expect? them to see me if i waved from the bus?
gotta admit, i miss them. and the BBDC L cars.
kinda sad-dish thinking about that.

cos they were my after-school/during-hols driving buddies.
and friendly as hell though i pretty much know it must be sickening.
too bad, theyre old enough to be my pakciks, else i might see them on FaceBook. (maybe)

ok. emomo moment over babes!

knockin' off (:

hello.

days have gone by.

attachment was ok i guess. but i think i just barely went through the motions of work. bearing in mind that:
(a) the research projects are gonna be based so much on the attachments
(b) im not paid
(c) im supposed to learn
(d) i have FORGOTTEN what i have learnt over the past 2 years
(e) i actually quite like the people i worked with cos some of them are understanding, i dont mind working there
(f) however this working environment is something i needa get used to, i think my body went into shock
(g) i guess that's why i was super unfriendly
(h) i know that's an excuse
(i) and i dont care
(j) i might consider working after graduation
(k) cos i'm pretty sure that though books would be a nice hideout from the real world, experience gets you places
(l) 3 days of experience doesnt count

china is confirmed. since its a good 5 months away from now, i have no feelings. only worried about PolIte. shit.

floorball. time for freshies to step in.

driving. :( i just wanna get my license. PLEASE.

omgosh. i am so numb right now.